DB-Naomi-san

Sooo I finally made a new account BabyReni I won't be active on this one (though I might visit it from time to time but won't upload anything), so watch me on my new one if you want.

Oh and since I haven't updated my to-do list for a long time, remind me what I owe to you and I'll try to finish it as soon as possible! (I'm not sure about the requests though - don't know if I'll be able to do all of them, it depends on my free time and mood. Hope you understand).

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Also, you can follow me on Twitter~ @Reniferrr
I'll upload selcas, talk about random stuff in my life or whatever this site is for. I might also post some updates about my art status or sth... I dunno... *hopes to make friends this way or what?* When/If some people start to follow me, I'll upload my first selca~! (Excited about seeing my ugly face? LOL)

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BTW, tomorrow is my 3rd year anniversary on this account~

Soooo... I entered a B.A.P quest on GURUPOP:


I liked making the video and was quite satisfied how it looked like after editing but now... I feel embarrassed and nervous that it looks stupid and that it's unoriginal and boring and nobody would like it and I wanted to say and do SO MUCH MORE in it to show my love and support for the boys because I LOVE THEM SO MUCH IT'S HURTS but I just couldn't find right words so it ended up like this and I probably... no I'm almost sure I won't win but I want to win SO MUCH but oh who doesn't? And I don't even know why did I put link to the vid here in the first place if I didn't really wanted people to see it..... Okay I better stop rambling now ._____.


BUT SERIOUSLY. I LOVE B.A.P SO MUCH. I know I'm repeating myself but it's true. I've never loved any other group in my life. I keep talking about them (what probably annoys the crap out of my friends), watching them, listening to them, thinking about them... I feel like I couldn't breathe without them. LOL. I think I'm addicted. I don't know how could I live without them. I don't know why I started to love them that much just a couple of weeks ago and not when I first heard them (April? May? - when I started getting interested in k-pop), even if I liked them and listened to some of their songs since then. So many things had missed me TT.TT But now I am proud BABY and I ALWAYS will be <3

Really, guys. If you don't know B.A.P, GO CHECK THEM OUT NOW. Here, their debut song 'Warrior': www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tLooP…
And some others:
'Secret love': www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlOdbs…
'Power': www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBSaX3…
'No mercy': www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxPb3z…
'Crash': www.youtube.com/watch?v=omu0-h…
'Stop it': www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHhi6g…

Oh, and they won "Mnet PD's Choice" award on MAMA 2012 and "Rookie of the Year" award on MelOn Music Awards <3 I was sooooo happy because of that and I jumped around the room when I heard that and cried from happiness~ I might sound like a crazy fangirl but I can't help it... I wish them all the best, want them to be happy because when they are happy I am happy too, even if I don't know them personally. I just love them. B.A.P FIGHTING~!


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...This journal came out longer than I intended .__. I wonder if anyone even read this, because lately I feel like almost nobody read them as no one or maybe one or two people comment on them. Well, I know they're not very interesting... *sigh* Okay I'll stop complaining.

Oh~! One more thing I keep forgetting to ask. Is there any k-pop fans?~ ;3

PLEASE VOTE FOR B.A.P in category BEST NEW MALE ARTIST and ARTIST OF THE YEAR

GO GO GO~! --> mama.interest.me/visite?s=1353…

Please please PLEASE vote, they really deserve it~

Saengil chukha hamnida Minki-ah~!

NU'EST maknae, the prettiest and cutest boy ever and my ultimate bias is turning 18 (17 in the international age) today!

Happy Birthday my love~

Saranghae~

Yes, I am still alive.

(Did anyone even noticed my absence?)

I'm writing this journal because I want to say couple of words that bother me.

I'm sorry I didn't reply to comments, and to those whom I watch: I'm sorry for being an inactive watcher. To my new watchers I didn't thank personally (what I usually do): THANK YOU so much for the watch, I really appreciate that, I'm always happy when I see a message that someone added me :') I am sorry for disappointing you all that nothing new is showing up in my gallery.

I have a terrible art-block. IT'S THE BIGGEST AND LONGEST ART-BLOCK I'VE EVER HAVE D: I feel like I just CAN'T draw anything, even if I have so much ideas. It makes me really sad - drawing was, and still is a big part of my life after all. I hope I'll fight it someday.

My inactivity and amount of messages make me depressed too. The number is so big it scares me, It makes me unable to comment/reply even on/to the new ones. I always read comments I receive though and I really appreciate them.
I know I could just remove them. But somehow I can't. Ahh my sick mentality...

I even thought about leaving dA. Because what I am here for, when I don't do anything except "fav and run" like crazy?
But I denied this idea, 'cause I'm tied to this site (I've been here for over two years, I can't just delete everything and forget that it existed).
But I thought then about making a new account and start everything from beginning.
I wouldn't delete this account though. I might even visit it from time to time.
I think it's the best idea. But I've not made the decision yet. I'll think about it.

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That's all I wanted to say.

Bbuing bbuing~